Not the same...

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

@ 7:24 PM

what is happening?
is it my problem?
or my frens...
i dono wat to say
tats y im writin in this font
if ever any1 caould read what im tellin now,
tell me is it my FAULT
i get fustrated so easily
when my frens insult me
i dono whether its reali insultin
Or is it jus a joke
i took it seriously bcus i no myself
i hate it! i reali hate it
i dono y im treated like this while i terat them well
mayb is bcus of my past when im playful n insults ppl as a joke
now i feel the same
i no...
they r talkin behind my bac
i cant face them
i jus dono y
i scolded vulgarities
whioch i reali don not wan to
y the world is this is happenin to me
Y?
i wonder..
Do i still hav the chance to patch
i wanna hav frens hu does nt insults me n treat me like 1
but i no...
its impossible
i will change if i hav to
reali!
nvm no1 will understand this no1
or mayb i try to become retarded?:)